Dreamville - PTSD ft. Omen, Mereba, Deante' Hitchcock & St. Beauty (Official Audio)

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  • Published: 05 July 2019
  • Dreamville - PTSD ft. Omen, Mereba, Deante' Hitchcock & St. Beauty (Official Audio)
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    Revenge Documentary - dreamville.lnk.to/REVENGEdoc

    (Mereba)
    Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback
    You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact
    Q was in for me, never needed to ask that
    PTSD, now I'm having a flashback
    Told me I'm sweet, can't sleep in the trap trap
    Enemy, envy, make the strap go brrat brrat
    You the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now
    Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now
    Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive
    You said you either gon' get rich or die tryin'
    I wish I didn't have a song to write
    I know you'd probably rather me keep it light

    (Deante’ Hitchcock)
    My mama told me faith is all that I need
    And back in the day I would've agreed, but now it's hard to believe
    I still do, not 'cause I want, 'cause I need to
    Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it
    So fuck a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve
    Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen
    A lot of dead niggas livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal
    Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream
    The power of a higher entity entered me
    Mentally, physically, spiritually, I'm on a whole different energy
    Fuck the world, but I need you to remember me
    I had doubt in myself 'cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently
    If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same
    A slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains
    Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain
    My life and the fame, done lost the game
    The guilt, the shame, my skin, my veins
    My soul done rained so much on my heart
    Really I don't know where to start
    The irony of finding self in the dark
    My nigga, truthfully, feel like it's two of me, I should've been on that ark
    A love-hate relationship with my thoughts, I'm tryna shine in my own light
    The realest nigga left in my own right
    Helping you with your vices but can't seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah

    (Omen)
    I was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs
    Bitter 'bout my debut, gotta say I stayed true
    Maybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase
    Gotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste?
    Off the beaten path like Blueface
    On the North Side, had to be a Tuesday
    Walkin' slow with your kids on a school day
    Way past midnight suddenly my mood change
    That's when the truth came, in New York hearing rumors
    My sister was homeless, don't visit her often
    Been years since we talked, number changed
    Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways
    I can't believe when I seen you, I knew shit was true
    Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you
    Skated off fast 'fore I could address it
    Hope I ran into you 'fore we both get to Heaven

    (St. Beauty)
    We 'ight, we 'ight
    You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light
    We 'ight, we 'ight
    You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light, ayy

    (Buddy)
    Yeah, hahahaha
    We just kickin' it, you know, ayy, woah
    I'm here with all my friends
    This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
    And the hoes
    Hahahaha, yeah
    Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?
    And the hoes
    Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
    For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
    And the hoes
    (Ayy, that shit sound tight)
    This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
    And the hoes
    Hahahaha, yeah
    Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?
    And the hoes
    Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
    For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
    And the hoes

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Comments • 621

  • BUNO BEATZ
    BUNO BEATZ  12 hours back

    This song is so ridiculously well created phenomenal

    • Joseph Olugbemi
      Joseph Olugbemi  4 days back

      I really appreciate this song

      • Brrr_Ice
        Brrr_Ice  5 days back

        The best track on the album

        • Nick Pirro
          Nick Pirro  1 weeks back

          That outro is something serious

          • Chai Lani
            Chai Lani  2 weeks back

            [Verse 1: Mereba]
            Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback
            You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact
            Q was in for me, never needed to ask that
            PTSD, now I'm having a flashback
            Told me I'm sweet, can't sleep in the trap trap
            Enemy, envy, make the strap go brrat brrat
            You the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now
            Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now
            Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive
            You said you either gon' get rich or die tryin'
            I wish I didn't have a song to write
            I know you'd probably rather me keep it light

            [Verse 2: Deante' Hitchcock]
            My mama told me faith is all that I need
            And back in the day I would've agreed, but now it's hard to believe
            I still do, not 'cause I want, 'cause I need to
            Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it
            So fuck a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve
            Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen
            A lot of dead niggas livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal
            Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream
            The power of a higher entity entered me
            Mentally, physically, spiritually, I'm on a whole different energy
            Fuck the world, but I need you to remember me
            I had doubt in myself 'cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently
            If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same
            A slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains
            Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain
            My life and the fame, done lost the game
            The guilt, the shame, my skin, my veins
            My soul done rained so much on my heart
            Really I don't know where to start
            The irony of finding self in the dark
            My nigga, truthfully, feel like it's two of me, I should've been on that ark
            A love-hate relationship with my thoughts, I'm tryna shine in my own light
            The realest nigga left in my own right
            Helping you with your vices but can't seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah

            [Verse 3: Omen]
            I was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs
            Bitter 'bout my debut, gotta say I stayed true
            Maybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase
            Gotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste?
            Off the beaten path like Blueface
            On the North Side, had to be a Tuesday
            Walkin' slow with your kids on a school day
            Way past midnight suddenly my mood change
            That's when the truth came, in New York hearing rumors
            My sister was homeless, don't visit her often
            Been years since we talked, number changed
            Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways
            I can't believe when I seen you, I knew shit was true
            Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you
            Skated off fast 'fore I could address it
            Hope I ran into you 'fore we both get to Heaven

            [Refrain: St. Beauty]
            We 'ight, we 'ight
            You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light
            We 'ight, we 'ight
            You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light, ayy

            [Outro: Buddy]
            Yeah, hahahaha
            We just kickin' it, you know, ayy, woah
            I'm here with all my friends
            This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
            And the hoes
            Hahahaha, yeah
            Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?
            And the hoes
            Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
            For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
            And the hoes
            (Ayy, that shit sound tight)
            This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
            And the hoes
            Hahahaha, yeah
            Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?
            And the hoes
            Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
            For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
            And the hoes

            • Thoran & Kaelen
              Thoran & Kaelen  2 weeks back

              Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback
              You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact
              Q was in for me, never needed to ask that
              Ptsd, now I'm having a flashback
              Told me I'm sweet, can't sleep in the trap trap
              Enemy, envy, make the strap go brrat brrat
              You the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now
              Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now

              Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive
              You said you need to call me, be sure I tried
              I wish I didn't have a song to write
              I know you probably follow me with your light

              My mama told me faith is all that I need
              And back in the day I would've agreed, but now it's hard to believe
              I still do not, 'cause I want, 'cause I need to
              Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it
              So fuck a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve
              Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen
              A lot of dead niggas livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal
              Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream
              The power of a higher entity entered me
              Mentally, physically, spiritually, I'm on a whole different energy
              Fuck the world, but I need you to remember me
              I had doubt in myself 'cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently
              If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same
              A slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains
              Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain
              My life and the fame, done lost the game
              The gift, the shame, my skin, my veins
              My soul done rained so much on my heart
              Really I don't know where to start
              The irony of finding self in the dark
              My nigga, truthfully, feel like it's two of me
              I should've been on that ark
              A love-hate relationship with my thoughts
              I'm tryna shine in my own light
              The realest nigga left in my own right
              Helping you with your vices 
              But can't seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah

              I was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs
              Spit up out my debut, gotta say I stay true
              Maybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase
              Gotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste?
              Off the beaten path like Blueface
              On the North Side, had to be a Tuesday
              Walkin' slow with your kids on a school day
              Way past midnight suddenly my mood change
              That's when the truth came, in New York hearing rumors
              My sister was homeless, convinced her to often
              Been years since we talked, number changed
              Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways
              I can't believe when I seen you, I knew shit was true
              Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you
              Skated off fast 'fore I could address it
              Hope I ran into you 'fore we both get to Heaven

              We a'ight, we a'ight
              You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light
              We a'ight, we a'ight
              You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light, ay

              Yeah, hahahaha
              We just kickin' it, you know, ay, woah
              I'm here with all my friends

              Ay, this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
              And the hoes, hahahaha, yeah, ay
              Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
              And the hoes, can't forget about the hoes, yeah
              For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
              And the hoes (ay, that shit sound tight)
              This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
              And the hoes, hahahaha, yeah
              Ay, said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What? (ay)
              And the hoes, can't forget about the hoes, yeah
              For the homies, for the homies, this is for the homies, what? What?
              And the hoes

              • Za'Niya Dickens
                Za'Niya Dickens  2 weeks back

                The fire 🔥 is on another level ‼

                • MG
                  MG  3 weeks back

                  Saba ain't even on this song yet this would go perfectly on CARE FOR ME

                  • NRA Fantapapi33
                    NRA Fantapapi33  3 weeks back

                    Same drum pattern as friends from KOD

                    • brody laurie
                      brody laurie  3 weeks back

                      that sound in the back its like grey from saba i like it.

                      • AR 2:7
                        AR 2:7  3 weeks back

                        Favorite off the album 💭

                        • Rashawn Gilbert
                          Rashawn Gilbert  3 weeks back

                          One of the more underrated songs on this album. This is just beautiful music....

                          • Jamison Sims
                            Jamison Sims  3 weeks back

                            Best song on the album frl.

                            • itsScyther
                              itsScyther  4 weeks back

                              I swear I’ve heard this same beat but I can’t grasp the song name

                              • Allan Jay Pena
                                Allan Jay Pena  4 weeks back

                                “My mama told me faith is all that I need
                                And back in the day I would've agreed, but now it's hard to believe
                                I still do not, 'cause I want, 'cause I need to
                                Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it
                                So fuck a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve
                                Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen
                                A lot of dead niggas livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal
                                Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream
                                The power of a higher entity entered me
                                Mentally, physically, spiritually, I'm on a whole different energy
                                Fuck the world, but I need you to remember me
                                I had doubt in myself 'cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently
                                If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same
                                A slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains
                                Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain
                                My life and the fame, done lost the game
                                The gift, the shame, my skin, my veins
                                My soul done rained so much on my heart
                                Really I don't know where to start
                                The irony of finding self in the dark
                                My nigga, truthfully, feel like it's two of me
                                I should've been on that ark
                                A love-hate relationship with my thoughts
                                I'm tryna shine in my own light
                                The realest nigga left in my own right
                                Helping you with your vices
                                But can't seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah.”

                                Don’t care what no one says...Deante’ Hitchcock had the best lines of the whole album.

                                • Philly Treez
                                  Philly Treez  4 weeks back

                                  Deante Hitchcock and Big K.R.I.T need to work together

                                  • spiffycamel
                                    spiffycamel  4 weeks back

                                    You’re the missing piece, no peace when i sleep now

                                    Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now

                                    • Alexis Turcios
                                      Alexis Turcios  1 months back

                                      I feel like this is the best song on the album, Sacrifices is a really close second.

                                      • SABIO THE GOD
                                        SABIO THE GOD  1 months back

                                        🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

                                        • cnot tv cnot tv
                                          cnot tv cnot tv  1 months back

                                          PTSD know am having a flashback

                                          • TroLL Hard
                                            TroLL Hard  1 months back

                                            he said "off the beaten path like Blueface" 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

                                            • KiiBoY AMV
                                              KiiBoY AMV  1 months back

                                              ..."hope I run into you before we both get to heaven."


                                              That line right there hits me so hard thinking of this girl who I met through IG... She stays so far from me... literally across the ocean. We're such close friends and she's impacted my life in ways she'll never fathom... I truly wish to meet her one day.... Hopefully.

                                              • Zents
                                                Zents  1 months back

                                                Her voice on the beat just takes it to another level I swear 🦋

                                                • Carter Wagner
                                                  Carter Wagner  1 months back

                                                  what an amazing use of vintage recording samples... good job boys sounds killer

                                                  • Carlos Javier
                                                    Carlos Javier  1 months back

                                                    Deante mad smooth on this, jeez 🔥🔥 it inspired me to get back to writing. I recorded a verse on my IG. Here’s the link for anyone interested: https://www.instagram.com/p/B04eA6lA_79/?igshid=18yf1s542fxgg

                                                    • Asayah Ben Israel
                                                      Asayah Ben Israel  2 months back

                                                      One of the best songs on the album but has the least views. That tells you the state of hip hop

                                                      • GroundLevelRecords
                                                        GroundLevelRecords  2 months back

                                                        Top 11 Rap/Trap Countdown - Week of 7/28/2019
                                                        DJ MRAPS 11 @ 11

                                                        #GroundLevelRecords #Cleveland #Ohio #FindItHere
                                                        #DJMRAPS

                                                        • Shawn Adams
                                                          Shawn Adams  2 months back

                                                          Deante verse explains my life. Those sleepless nights when you just want everything to make sense but yet you doubt yourself... but you continue to push

                                                          • Angel Seguinot
                                                            Angel Seguinot  2 months back

                                                            The last part when they all say this is for the homies for the homies for the homies for the for the and hoooooooooooes it’s like something idk yet but it makes me feel happy but when I do get y I feel like this I come back

                                                            • Badwin Pena
                                                              Badwin Pena  2 months back

                                                              So nobody was gonna tell me this song existed? 😒😭

                                                              • Trik Shot Games
                                                                Trik Shot Games  2 months back

                                                                Hippysoul would have been perfect in this

                                                                • Edgardo Esparza
                                                                  Edgardo Esparza  2 months back

                                                                  Ari's verse should have been the chorus

                                                                  • tjgood98
                                                                    tjgood98  2 months back

                                                                    “U was the for Q like a fourth grade class fact”
                                                                    Like if you get it. Comment if you don’t

                                                                    • Jamiah Ellis
                                                                      Jamiah Ellis  2 months back

                                                                      My Dawg Deante went in 💯

                                                                      • Taneil Michaela
                                                                        Taneil Michaela  2 months back

                                                                        Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback
                                                                        You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact
                                                                        Q was in for me, never needed to ask that
                                                                        PTSD, now I'm having a flashback
                                                                        Told me I'm sweet, can't sleep in the trap trap
                                                                        Enemy, envy, make the strap go brrat brrat
                                                                        You the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now
                                                                        Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now
                                                                        Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive
                                                                        You said you need to call me, be sure I tried
                                                                        I wish I didn't have a song to write
                                                                        I know you probably follow me with your light

                                                                        [Deante' Hitchcock:]
                                                                        My mama told me faith is all that I need
                                                                        And back in the day I would've agreed, but now it's hard to believe
                                                                        I still do not, 'cause I want, 'cause I need to
                                                                        Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it
                                                                        So fuck a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve
                                                                        Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen
                                                                        A lot of dead niggas livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal
                                                                        Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream
                                                                        The power of a higher entity entered me
                                                                        Mentally, physically, spiritually, I'm on a whole different energy
                                                                        Fuck the world, but I need you to remember me
                                                                        I had doubt in myself 'cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently
                                                                        If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same
                                                                        A slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains
                                                                        Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain
                                                                        My life and the fame, done lost the game
                                                                        The gift, the shame, my skin, my veins
                                                                        My soul done rained so much on my heart
                                                                        Really I don't know where to start
                                                                        The irony of finding self in the dark
                                                                        My nigga, truthfully, feel like it's two of me, I should've been on that ark
                                                                        A love-hate relationship with my thoughts, I'm tryna shine in my own light
                                                                        The realest nigga left in my own right
                                                                        Helping you with your vices but can't seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah

                                                                        [Omen:]
                                                                        I was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs
                                                                        Spit up out my debut, gotta say I stay true
                                                                        Maybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase
                                                                        Gotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste?
                                                                        Off the beaten path like Blueface
                                                                        On the North Side, had to be a Tuesday
                                                                        Walkin' slow with your kids on a school day
                                                                        Way past midnight suddenly my mood change
                                                                        That's when the truth came, in New York hearing rumors
                                                                        My sister was homeless, convinced her to often
                                                                        Been years since we talked, number changed
                                                                        Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways
                                                                        I can't believe when I seen you, I knew shit was true
                                                                        Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you
                                                                        Skated off fast 'fore I could address it
                                                                        Hope I ran into you 'fore we both get to Heaven

                                                                        [St. Beauty:]
                                                                        We might, we might
                                                                        You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light
                                                                        We might, we might
                                                                        You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light, ayy

                                                                        Yeah, hahahaha
                                                                        We just kickin' it, you know, ayy, woah
                                                                        I'm here with all my friends
                                                                        This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
                                                                        And the hoes
                                                                        Hahahaha, yeah
                                                                        Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?
                                                                        And the hoes
                                                                        Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
                                                                        For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
                                                                        And the hoes
                                                                        (Ayy, that shit sound tight)
                                                                        This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
                                                                        And the hoes
                                                                        Hahahaha, yeah
                                                                        Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?
                                                                        And the hoes
                                                                        Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
                                                                        For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
                                                                        And the hoes

                                                                        • Christopher Clarke
                                                                          Christopher Clarke  2 months back

                                                                          yo who's the first verse?

                                                                        • Sonja Antrillo
                                                                          Sonja Antrillo  2 months back

                                                                          "For the homies for the homies all the homies what what and the hoooeeesss" really felt that

                                                                          • Alex Kozhan
                                                                            Alex Kozhan  2 months back

                                                                            one of the greatest songs ever

                                                                            • Thulani Mthembu
                                                                              Thulani Mthembu  2 months back

                                                                              This track just reminds me of Terrace Martin & Robert Glasper

                                                                              • Kerri Green
                                                                                Kerri Green  2 months back

                                                                                Yoo St. Beauty made it on here!! Y’all have to go listen to their album “Running to the Sun”

                                                                                • Bizzy Bamn
                                                                                  Bizzy Bamn  2 months back

                                                                                  I know there are producers here MAKE DEANTE HITCHCOCK TYPE BEATS

                                                                                  • Fernando Alfaro
                                                                                    Fernando Alfaro  2 months back

                                                                                    That last verse hits different when you can relate to it

                                                                                    • Emery Murphy
                                                                                      Emery Murphy  2 months back

                                                                                      Mind you Deante Hitchcock is from the same area that brought you Waka Flocka.

                                                                                      • CT Myers
                                                                                        CT Myers  2 months back

                                                                                        One of the best songs on the album

                                                                                        • King TC
                                                                                          King TC  2 months back

                                                                                          This song beautiful asf my nigga

                                                                                          • TheFabo48
                                                                                            TheFabo48  2 months back

                                                                                            Deante never disappoints 🔥🔥🔥

                                                                                            • ThatBoy TV
                                                                                              ThatBoy TV  2 months back

                                                                                              This song jams 🎶

                                                                                              • Spectrum Studio's
                                                                                                Spectrum Studio's  2 months back

                                                                                                I love this song. Omfg I cried listening to this.