• Published: 08 October 2019

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  • Jayde
    Jayde  1 hours back

    So this video is called "apology". Huh. That's odd, bc to me it just sounds like she's defending her coming out video and begging people to "stop bullying me omg 😭"
    She's not apologising for shit.

    • caoakuma
      caoakuma  2 hours back

      As long as i had boobs i would never be accepted as transgender ?! That has nothing to do with anything! In your last video you literally said i choose to be this one day and this the next. Do you not understand that , that is one of the main problems with your last video ? ? No one can tell you what you are but girl , you need to educate yourself. Plain and simple. I think you missed the point .

      • Do Not Eat Blue Dirt
        Do Not Eat Blue Dirt  2 hours back

        Trish: Makes a trans video seeking attention
        Everyone: eh whatever

        Trish: *gUyS iM sO SoRrY*

        • AColorful Bird
          AColorful Bird  3 hours back

          I wouldn't call it hate, I'd call it education. A lot of people are just trying to educate you on this type of this. You wouldn't be showing your chest if were trans and haven't transitioned yet.

          • Sinister Revenge
            Sinister Revenge  3 hours back

            Fuck off trisha, you aren’t an actual trans person -sincerely an actual gay trans man

            • missmerbella
              missmerbella  4 hours back

              Trisha is a troll for the views and the $$$. She knows that being offensive will bring her more attention. What boggles my mind is how people continue to fall for it and not see straight through it all.

              • Brittany Cole
                Brittany Cole  4 hours back

                Ur fake ass always saying sorry u said u never really wanted ur tits but yet got bigger ones then u say u want to be a man tf are u slow

                • Frederick Alexander
                  Frederick Alexander  4 hours back

                  Shane's New Docuseries: The Gender Of Trishtan Paytas (Formely Trisha, FTM)

                  • Frederick Alexander
                    Frederick Alexander  4 hours back

                    You said you feel trapped in your own body, and that going ultra-feminine hasn't done anything for you, so why do you dress so feminine? You're doing this apology in a tank top. I'm a transgender person, female to male, and having boobs doesn't discredit you as transgender, but being overly feminine when you know that it's not working for you isn't what any transgender person would do. I think you're demigender if *anything* but definitely not transgender.

                    • criticant
                      criticant  6 hours back

                      just stop making videos so you dont have to make apology videos on your floor

                      • Jenn S
                        Jenn S  7 hours back

                        Oh god this is somehow worse than that bueaty gyro....

                        • Mia Lam
                          Mia Lam  7 hours back

                          She can't even look at the camera through the entire video. Hard to believe anyone is sincere if they can't even look you in the eye.

                          • AbbiIsBoring
                            AbbiIsBoring  7 hours back

                            she’s like the white version of peaches

                            • Kyle Stinson
                              Kyle Stinson  8 hours back

                              Okay. I’ve stayed way out of this. And refused to comment on this thing but I’m speaking out now. And I’m going to use they/them pronouns for trish. I. Am. A. Trans man. And i am the type of person who usually just says whatever be who you are but this isn’t okay. There’s a lot more to this then they think. If they had just said hey guys I’m questioning my gender if you could call me this or that like great. They would not have gotten backlash from that. There will always be hate but not like they have gotten because they didn’t go about this the right way. If they are trans great but this is something you can go spilling all over the internet for everyone to see before your sure. It’s that simple.

                              • Angela Ketchum
                                Angela Ketchum  8 hours back

                                Are you on drugs? Seriously. Genuinely concerned.

                                • lelijahh
                                  lelijahh  8 hours back

                                  you’re welcome in my community, and are loved ❤️ if you ever want a place to find acceptance my instagram is @trnsbxyspams

                                  • mikalakira
                                    mikalakira  8 hours back

                                    you go boy!!

                                    • Lucifer Mercury 🥀
                                      Lucifer Mercury 🥀  9 hours back

                                      Way to go guys. I’m Bi and possibly gender confused in the LGBTQ+ community. Leave her alone, she’s struggling, let her speak out and stop being such assholes. If she identifies as a male, let her. Fuck sake leave her alone.

                                      • Jafrin Khan
                                        Jafrin Khan  9 hours back

                                        Guys please stop, shut the fuck up and get a life, no matter how bad Trisha is, you guys shouldn't be shitting on her mental health, leave her alone

                                        • sara beth
                                          sara beth  10 hours back

                                          Seriously, don't have offspring, you're going to traumatize any children. I'm sorry... It's true though

                                          • sara beth
                                            sara beth  10 hours back


                                            • McKenna Barber
                                              McKenna Barber  11 hours back

                                              I SUPPORT YOU TRISHA. I think this stuff is complex for someone who's just now starting to consider the possibility of being trans. And I think you have some learning to do around the language and differences in identity, expression, orientation, etc. But I think the point is you've felt gender dysphoria most of your life so you over compensated in an attempt to feel "right". And I think part of the problem was your flippant attitude in the first video, how you seemed to minimize these issues by being so casual. I think you could've communicated the same ideas more concisely and with a little more caution, instead of rattling off every thought you had about it..... because your confusion showed very clearly and is the reason people feel you don't have credibility in your claims. But I think you're just in the process of figuring it all out.

                                              • Clare Stephanie
                                                Clare Stephanie  12 hours back

                                                Can you really blame people for being so confused, when you yourself are confused.
                                                My advice is leave all your personal emotional issues offline until you figure yourself out. Then you can come back and explain to people how its ok to be confused about who you are, and explain how you come to whatever conclusion you come to. You put far too much of your life online, you need to work on you, who you are and what you want. Because all you seem to do is offend people, and cry in every other video about something. A hell of a lot of people watch your channel for the drama, to be entertained by your problems...I don't imagine that is something you strive for. Figure yourself out so that you can be the best version of you and entertain people, and inspire people in the right ways. You'll get much less hate, and you'll be a happier person.

                                                • Caprial Graf
                                                  Caprial Graf  12 hours back

                                                  I don’t really watch Trisha but I don’t understand the hate Trish is getting, they are just confused and needs help and I hope they get it ❤️❤️

                                                  • Spicy RuRu
                                                    Spicy RuRu  12 hours back

                                                    She feels how she feels and obviously didnt mean to offend the lgbtq+ community but she did yet all we give is hate and tell her shes stupid and be mean cuz we all think we are right and yet treat this HUMAN BEING like they dont deserve to let out their feelings. I mean yea its confusing but oh my god im sure there are millions of other people who feel like T in some way yet we choose to tell her shes wrong in what she feels cuz this is the internet and do not have the courage to be an actual human being that actually considers her feelings. My god is it that hard to her to be her shes confused of course and yea she has some mental issues we all do we aint all PERFECT. Its like what she said that she likes being female one day and may feel like a male the other day and yet shes trying to be sensible to what shes been through but jesus christ we are all gonna die some day and are sitting here wasting our time being hateful and stupid about how people feel like feeling trans and not feeling good about being what you should be labeled as. Like are we all that small minded. If you read this and you still wanna be a sack of shit and bring more hate cuz i dont agree with the stupid online zombies that we are. Human society has been gone from the start like we could give constructive criticism which is way more different from calling stupid and wrong and i know we cant all do this but god damn are we that idiotic. Thank you good bye

                                                    • john b
                                                      john b  12 hours back

                                                      This bimbo so stupid....
                                                      The blonde is strong with this one

                                                      • Deyla Roecker
                                                        Deyla Roecker  13 hours back

                                                        im confused on why you are confused.

                                                        • Courtney Freeman
                                                          Courtney Freeman  13 hours back

                                                          This world is truely filled with evil people, trisha BE YOU! male,female,trans,gay whatever the case maybe seek help and guidance but dont seek acceptance fuck this vile world ❤️

                                                          • Katherine Dianelys Gonzalez

                                                            My love you may not be trans but you are gender fluid if anything

                                                            • goth punchy
                                                              goth punchy  14 hours back

                                                              I think she needs to realize that because of all her past lies and scandals and shit like that to seek attention, it’s very hard to believe that she’s actually feeling this way and is transgender.

                                                              • alaysia pickett
                                                                alaysia pickett  14 hours back

                                                                She came out as lesbian, she’s came out as gay, she’s came out as black girl. the fuck were you expecting when she decide to come out as trans

                                                                • Janko
                                                                  Janko  14 hours back

                                                                  she is just making money on modern self-contradictory social relativism

                                                                  • Alexa Mccarter
                                                                    Alexa Mccarter  15 hours back

                                                                    If she’s always felt like a man why did she get so much plastic surgery like breast implants?

                                                                    • Alessia Maraio
                                                                      Alessia Maraio  15 hours back

                                                                      This is faker than Laura Lee’s video.

                                                                      • dumb name
                                                                        dumb name  15 hours back

                                                                        people in the comments insulting her like they're any better are just hilarious

                                                                        • Bianca Huerto
                                                                          Bianca Huerto  15 hours back

                                                                          Why does her voice sound exactly like tana mongeau?

                                                                          • Nicky
                                                                            Nicky  16 hours back

                                                                            Hey! I have an idea, try and think of a masculine name and set your pronouns as he/him for a while, we will use those and see how things go and wel go forward from there. If you are comfy after that then we can continue calling you a guy, if you feel bad about it after we can try they/them or he/they and if that's better we could call you by that. It's going to be ok trish, we're here for you. I'm so sorry you've been going through this

                                                                            • Nicky
                                                                              Nicky  16 hours back

                                                                              Im trans and it's ok to be questioning your identity but until you are certain try not to make a video on it because this stuff ends up happening, if you feel so like a guy most of the time you might be gender fluid which mean you sometimes feel feminine and female or masculine and manly on different days. I support you so much don't give up trying to find yourself. Good luck dude.

                                                                              • Jay Tijerina
                                                                                Jay Tijerina  16 hours back

                                                                                This isn't an apology! She just wants attention. How have u been going to therapy and not being educated on transgender men!!! TRISH U DO NOT HAVE DYSPHORIA!!!

                                                                                • Jaylon Lewis
                                                                                  Jaylon Lewis  17 hours back

                                                                                  😳sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiitttttt 🤦🏾‍♂️

                                                                                  • jan e mahiya
                                                                                    jan e mahiya  17 hours back

                                                                                    blah blah blah

                                                                                    • jan e mahiya
                                                                                      jan e mahiya  17 hours back

                                                                                      your big boobs and long nails , and pink pink pink , and blond hair and all those lips ...
                                                                                      very confusing...
                                                                                      I am sorry if it’s rude but there was no need to bring it to a big platform before figuring it out completely...

                                                                                      • ADHDGamerPro x
                                                                                        ADHDGamerPro x  17 hours back

                                                                                        i struggle with gernder identity...5 years later imma female ik who i am...aka this is another fucking troll and shes taking this to a whole new level all because shes an attention seeker. and plus putting the caption 'IM TANSGENDER (FEMALE TO MALE)' in caps is to make the vid more noticeable and to get MORE ATTENTION!

                                                                                        • Random Citizen
                                                                                          Random Citizen  17 hours back

                                                                                          >.> She has to be the greatest troll on YouTube.

                                                                                          • Will Son
                                                                                            Will Son  17 hours back

                                                                                            You need to get a grip u dafty !!!... u r making up totally imaginary life style in order for people to come to your channel !!!!... you say you have had all these experiences throughout ur life and ended up with transgender therapists.... so show us the receipts!!!!!... u have no feckin evidence for anything u r saying !!!... u are an absolute embarrassment to the LBGT community because all u are doing here is trying to keep ur channel alive and you are throwing the LBGT community under a bus by doing so !!!!... you are not entertaining and you are a fecking liar !!... step in the sea and don’t come back...... ps !!!! anybody with gender dysmorphia would not have there massive tits hanging out because they would pose a massive problem for them... if u are gona claim a label then google the symptoms you absolute fool !!

                                                                                            • Sabvachi Leng
                                                                                              Sabvachi Leng  17 hours back

                                                                                              Did she really say she is apologizing to get rid of the backlash and hate. Fucking really? Do you not have an editor

                                                                                              • Ellie King
                                                                                                Ellie King  18 hours back

                                                                                                I’m getting mega Tana vibes from this video

                                                                                                • Lauren Schafer
                                                                                                  Lauren Schafer  18 hours back

                                                                                                  Let’s break down the apology video and the “I’m QUESTIONING” video.

                                                                                                  1.) Trisha has been going to a gender therapist for six months.
                                                                                                  2.) Trisha has been attracted to the trans community for awhile. (Maybe)
                                                                                                  3.) Isn’t trying to “offend anyone and is apologizing”
                                                                                                  -said earlier that Trisha can not apologize for being Trisha.
                                                                                                  4.) In the original video, Trisha states that Trisha has always been attracted to gay men and that led to the thought of being a man.
                                                                                                  5.) Trisha has told a few people on the feelings that have been experienced.
                                                                                                  6.) trying to use how Trisha looks to make it seem like Trisha is the victim.
                                                                                                  7.) commonly referencing to anxiety and ptsd ??
                                                                                                  8.) “not expecting so much hate”
                                                                                                  9.) “wanted so badly to be included in all of it.”
                                                                                                  10.) uses the actual name to the female genitalia. Like of the many trans men I’ve met they’ve avoided saying it.
                                                                                                  11.) thinks that being masculine when a girl means that you are transgender. (vice versa)
                                                                                                  12.) knowing Trisha’s past, Trisha has tried to be black, a gay man, and so much more.
                                                                                                  13.) Trisha has gotten breast augmentation (surgery to enlarge breasts) and is on porn hub.
                                                                                                  14.) “likes to entertain people and didn’t see it as mocking the community.”
                                                                                                  15.) “hasn’t been more scared”
                                                                                                  16.) also has put so many ads on these videos. (Profit off the video basically)
                                                                                                  17.) Trisha has agreed with a person that said everyone should be gender fluid and that the same people who want to destroy gender construct are the same people mad at TrISHA for “doing the same”
                                                                                                  18.) wanted to share a story so that people who are in the same position as Trisha that it’s okay.
                                                                                                  19.) not sure about pronouns and transitioning.
                                                                                                  20.) likes who she is. Wouldn’t be comfortable in a different “gender body”
                                                                                                  21.) doesnt want to cry or make it dramatic
                                                                                                  22.) wants to be a voice for a group ie. bisexuals, transgender folk.
                                                                                                  23.) refers to transgender folk as transgenders.
                                                                                                  24.) admires people who know who they are.
                                                                                                  25.) getting help is confusing.
                                                                                                  26.) used to hate but is sad for people who can’t share their truths.
                                                                                                  27.) doesn’t regret making video.
                                                                                                  28.) refers to self with the transgender community. Like “we”
                                                                                                  29.) has made trolling videos.
                                                                                                  30.) wants to move on and continue. Doesn’t want this to a trending twitter thing.
                                                                                                  31.) wanted this to be another video.
                                                                                                  32.) bought big clothes after the Troy Bolton video because it felt good (“felt good in that form”)
                                                                                                  33.) sitting in the kitchen again.
                                                                                                  34.) “I don’t want to apologize because it’s how I’ve felt.”
                                                                                                  35.) wants to let it go.
                                                                                                  36.) talking about these things is important.
                                                                                                  37.) everyone should be more accepting and loving.
                                                                                                  38.) agrees with Ellen on being kind no matter political views.
                                                                                                  39.) doesn’t think this is fair.
                                                                                                  40.) lots of ads I can’t stress this enough.
                                                                                                  41.) a 28 minute video and a 18 minute video.
                                                                                                  42.) lots of dms and emails about this.
                                                                                                  43.) people have thanked Trisha for the video because they think they are now not alone.

                                                                                                  I’m gonna stop her because I genuinely can’t. (23:34) Do what you will with this information.